My loneliness is sometimes so arresting.
At times my solitude becomes detesting.
I have felt a love burn so that I must tell.
A testimony of love's fiery flames burning,
Searing.
My very soul to the lower depths of hell,
Consuming.
But that love is yet fading,
Fading.
For years I've remained down here brooding.
Just looming.
Dwelling in this fiery grave.
Prepared for me by the love of my affections.
Yes the woman I love has sought to extinguish.
A love I've held so dear.
As such that I had feared, I never could relinquish.
Alas that love is yet fading,
Fading.
Into the oblivion the penitentiary of my minds eye.
Still her memory yet invades.
The very core of my fired soul.
Monday, December 29, 2008
Check and Mate
Night falls...doubts rise
...and the fear of knowing nothing creeps in.
Loneliness becomes your companion
...depression becomes your friend
...the world changes shape, everything becomes alien.
Sorrow emanates from you, in your soul a bleeding heart
Pain is all you know
...suffering is all you practice.
The demons dance insanely
...The eagles' wings are clipped
...the hungry dog is left to
die.
Pain is only eased by greater pain.
A vacuum inside sucks away everything leaving you with
..
....nothing, emptiness.
All attempts have failed, all avenues now blocked.
You are behind God's back and persecution becomes your punishment.
The leaves turn brown and die
......a cold wind caresses your body.
Lost in a maze, searching for a way out
Check............and mate
......the game is over, the battle is lost.
Welcome home my friend.
Feel free to dance among the dead.
...and the fear of knowing nothing creeps in.
Loneliness becomes your companion
...depression becomes your friend
...the world changes shape, everything becomes alien.
Sorrow emanates from you, in your soul a bleeding heart
Pain is all you know
...suffering is all you practice.
The demons dance insanely
...The eagles' wings are clipped
...the hungry dog is left to
die.
Pain is only eased by greater pain.
A vacuum inside sucks away everything leaving you with
..
....nothing, emptiness.
All attempts have failed, all avenues now blocked.
You are behind God's back and persecution becomes your punishment.
The leaves turn brown and die
......a cold wind caresses your body.
Lost in a maze, searching for a way out
Check............and mate
......the game is over, the battle is lost.
Welcome home my friend.
Feel free to dance among the dead.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Ashus emotional frustations expressed in words, that I poeted
Criminal
Hellish nightmare is this, Awakened that I have from
Confined, Caged, Thinking,
Contemplating Contemplating Contemplating
Human ,that he be immured
Amend nor correct his soul
Compassion is there not to medicate a man
or unworthy is he of heat and cold
Contrived that he be seen as offender of the Law
by these darkened shadows of humanity
Tried and sentenced
law violation , serving time
Time, merriment arent thou, neither are you a picnic
But demoralizing and dehumanizing a man
to ground and this dust
Chastise not it behaviour
Only to fuel a fire
Broached not if it with care
will in time burn everything where it lay
Now u tell me who is the real criminal???
Hellish nightmare is this, Awakened that I have from
Confined, Caged, Thinking,
Contemplating Contemplating Contemplating
Human ,that he be immured
Amend nor correct his soul
Compassion is there not to medicate a man
or unworthy is he of heat and cold
Contrived that he be seen as offender of the Law
by these darkened shadows of humanity
Tried and sentenced
law violation , serving time
Time, merriment arent thou, neither are you a picnic
But demoralizing and dehumanizing a man
to ground and this dust
Chastise not it behaviour
Only to fuel a fire
Broached not if it with care
will in time burn everything where it lay
Now u tell me who is the real criminal???
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Dalit rose
Roses are red...Dalits are black thats my race so don't hold me back!! Ma Dalit pride, I will not hide... Ma Dalit race, I will not disgrace... Ma Dalit blood flows hot & true... Ma Dalit gentle will always stand by thru thick & thin till the day i die, Our Dalit flag higher than all tha rest cuz every 1 knows we Dalits R THE BEST!!! Dalit Pride is mah mind...Dalit blood is mah kind... So step aside and let me through, Cuz its all about tha Dalit crew... Life sucks and then u die but if u Dalit..!YOU DIE WITH PRIDE!!!.............................................................this msg is straight from the dalit clan to all the motherfuckers out there.........................
Monday, December 3, 2007
Anonymous
Feel it in your chest the syllables get pumping
People on the street they panic and start running
Jump when they tell us that they wanna see jumping
Fuck that I wanna see some fists pumping
Risk something, take back what's yours
Say something that you know they might attack you for
Cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before
Like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for
Like this war's really just a different brand of war
Like it doesn't cater the rich and abandon poor
These fuckers are laughing their way to the bank and cashing the check
Asking you to have compassion and have some respect
For a leader so nervous in an obvious way
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay
And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
In their living room laughing like "what did he say?"
In my living room watching but I am not laughing
Cause when it gets tense I know what might happen
World is cold the bold men take action
Have to react or get blown into fractions
Ten years old it's something to see
Another kid my age drugged under a jeep
Taken and bound and found later under a tree
I wonder if he had thought the next one could be me
Do you see the soldiers they're out today
They brush the dust from bullet proof vests away
It's ironic at times like this you pray
But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday
There's bombs in the buses, bikes, roads
Inside your market, your shops, your clothes
My dad he's got a lot of fear I know
But enough pride inside not to let that show
My brother had a book he would hold with pride
A little red cover with a broken spine
On the back, he hand-wrote a quote inside
When the rich wage war it's the poor who die
Meanwhile, the leader just talks away
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay
And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
both scared and angry like "what did he say?"
With hands held high into the sky so blue,
As the ocean opens up to swallow you.
With hands held high into the sky so blue,
As the ocean opens up to swallow you.
People on the street they panic and start running
Jump when they tell us that they wanna see jumping
Fuck that I wanna see some fists pumping
Risk something, take back what's yours
Say something that you know they might attack you for
Cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before
Like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for
Like this war's really just a different brand of war
Like it doesn't cater the rich and abandon poor
These fuckers are laughing their way to the bank and cashing the check
Asking you to have compassion and have some respect
For a leader so nervous in an obvious way
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay
And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
In their living room laughing like "what did he say?"
In my living room watching but I am not laughing
Cause when it gets tense I know what might happen
World is cold the bold men take action
Have to react or get blown into fractions
Ten years old it's something to see
Another kid my age drugged under a jeep
Taken and bound and found later under a tree
I wonder if he had thought the next one could be me
Do you see the soldiers they're out today
They brush the dust from bullet proof vests away
It's ironic at times like this you pray
But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday
There's bombs in the buses, bikes, roads
Inside your market, your shops, your clothes
My dad he's got a lot of fear I know
But enough pride inside not to let that show
My brother had a book he would hold with pride
A little red cover with a broken spine
On the back, he hand-wrote a quote inside
When the rich wage war it's the poor who die
Meanwhile, the leader just talks away
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay
And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
both scared and angry like "what did he say?"
With hands held high into the sky so blue,
As the ocean opens up to swallow you.
With hands held high into the sky so blue,
As the ocean opens up to swallow you.
Thursday, June 21, 2007
DALIT YOUTH...........
Alright here we are back once again
The outcast
Outlaw
Outsider
Wasted dalit youth
Growing excile
Here to take revenge on your society
And spit our last breath in man kind's face
We ain't got no image
And we ain't got no style
We don't rap
And we can't act
And we deffinatly ain't too fucking pretty
But we'll drink you under tha table
Knock your fucking teeth out
Steal your fucking car
Piss in your face
Fuck your fucking mother
And tell you the truth
The hole truth
And nothing but the truth.........
As we seen it while surving our life sentences
On the outside and darkside
On your sick twisted evil fucking sociaty
This here is my last chance
To rise above the gutter
And say to you and man kind and the hole fucking human race
Fuck you
This hole thing is dedicated
To all the outcasts, dalits and wasted youth out there
Doing their time on the city streets
And praying to the night sky alone
This ones for us
Our kind belongs nowhere
Welcome to excile
Welcome to nowhere
These are the out law randoms
So let's fucking do it..................................
The outcast
Outlaw
Outsider
Wasted dalit youth
Growing excile
Here to take revenge on your society
And spit our last breath in man kind's face
We ain't got no image
And we ain't got no style
We don't rap
And we can't act
And we deffinatly ain't too fucking pretty
But we'll drink you under tha table
Knock your fucking teeth out
Steal your fucking car
Piss in your face
Fuck your fucking mother
And tell you the truth
The hole truth
And nothing but the truth.........
As we seen it while surving our life sentences
On the outside and darkside
On your sick twisted evil fucking sociaty
This here is my last chance
To rise above the gutter
And say to you and man kind and the hole fucking human race
Fuck you
This hole thing is dedicated
To all the outcasts, dalits and wasted youth out there
Doing their time on the city streets
And praying to the night sky alone
This ones for us
Our kind belongs nowhere
Welcome to excile
Welcome to nowhere
These are the out law randoms
So let's fucking do it..................................
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